its going to be my birthday soon..dec 17. i dont know how to feel, a huge part of me is terrified of what challenges i'll have to face in the future. actually not just a part of me, 90 percent on me is terrified. but the other 10 percent is ready to grow up. It's kind of strange how my age lines up with my birthday, ill be 17 on december 17th.I want to cry and scream to be honest, 11 year old me would be proud of how far i've come.